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14 August 2016 @ 10:29 am
Real Life: Sometimes even I lack finding something positive in a bad news!  
I'm a fixer, you come to me with a bad news or a problem, the only thing I can do is thinking about a solution or the positive thing in it... I do it with my family, my friend and myself... That's why people think I'm stronger than I actually am.

Eric had been gone on a work-trip for almost a month now, and we were hoping he was coming back home on Monday (tomorrow) but, last night, there was a change of plans, and it looks like he'll be back by the end of September... One more month... And I'll be in the US from the 14th of September, where he's going to join me in October. By the I would have been away from my husband for more than 2 months. It never happened to us... It's terrible...

Plus we can't have a phone conversation because, when they're working, the ETO limits their access to the Internet and at sea they don't have cellular reception.

The news hit me pretty hard. I'm not going to lie... I'm staying strong because if it's hard from me that I'm home with family and friends, I can only imagine how hard is for him, that is working surrounded by not-so-happy people...

This year has been hard with the yacht having a very weird schedule and we have to suck it up... It's going to be hard for a while... So basically until I'll get my citizenship and I will have more room for my movements in and out of the States.

I'm trying to find the bright side, but I can't... Eric and I are use to spend every moment of our day together, we were working together, sharing a tiny cabin, spend our time off together... And now we're forced to stay separate...

It just sucks and I wish I was more okay with the uncertainty of our lives...
 
 
Current Location: SadLand
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
 
 
 
verdande_mi: pic#122309054verdande_mi on August 15th, 2016 05:16 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry :( This sucks and I totally understand you feeling down and bad.
Ery-chan: David Tennant (Photoshoot)erychan86 on August 15th, 2016 08:30 pm (UTC)
Thank you!!! :)
Today I was able to talk to him over the phone and he sounded so sad and tired... :(

We just have to suck it up... Everything is going to be fine in the end!!! :)