I'll soon do either the book meme or a personal top 5 of the books I've read this year (and I'll do the same for shows and movies probably), but for now: Here's what I've read this month:
Lord of the Flies
Originally published: 1954
Author: William Golding
(reading time Nov 27 - Dec 18)
The Princess Diarist
Originally published: October 18th 2016
Author: Carrie Fisher
Genre: Non Fiction / Autobiography
(reading time: Dec 19- Dec 23)
I enjoyed this book more that I expected... I wasn't after all expecting a lot of details about how they did it, when they did it, how many times, how was it,... but I appreciate the way it was written. I've never read anything from Fisher and I enjoyed her way of telling stories, she's - as much as this adjective might sound weird when used for her - candid... she tells you thing for what they are... she seems True to herself and to her fans...
To me the book is sort of divided in 3 parts: the story about the affair, the diaries and Carrie's experience of being Leia.
For the affair part: as Carrie said, 40 years have passed, and the truth about this, definitely has a different impact on the fans, the press and the people involved in it. If this story came out as it was happening or a few months after, it would have had another weight and it would have been seen as something different... I don't approve infidelity... but it happens... I don't feel like judging either Carrie or Harrison about it, I'm sure they were both quite hard in themselves about the whole thing for a very long time...this is not a romantic story... this is not a story with an Happy Ending for any of the people involved (and I'm not saying it because Harrison and Carrie don't end up falling in love and get married and live a happy life together) this is just a story about two people making a decision... we all do that, every day.
The fangirl in me squeed at the revealing of how it all started (with him trying to defend her/protect her from some member of a drunk crew) how the rest of the evening went (with Mark almost seeing them rolling in the back seat of the car) where it went from there (with Harrison going home with her) how did it continued (together every weekend, in silence) to how it ended (on a plane home, with kindness).
I don't think less of Harrison for what he did... maybe it's the way Carrie tells the story, but I just find it tragic... His marriage ended not long after the affair, its clear he was ko longer happy... he was probably feeling even more lonely because of that... I find interesting that part when he finds out she only had one "boyfriend" before, and he gets serious/concerned... he was probably looking for a one night stand...maybe 2... but then it feels like he made, it that very moment, the decision to stay... maybe because he felt her loneliness too and felt like maybe it was better to be alone in two and maybe get some comfort out of it... if only there was no guilt though...
Then there is the diaries part that are just heartbreaking... it has always been clear that Carrie was damaged... she had a though life emotionally speaking... and there's so much sadness that is almost beautiful... some of her poems are gloriously tragic...
In the third per she talks about interactions with fans and the awful feeling of selling herself to... definitely an uncomfortable feeling... she also makes some examples of interactions with fans and she repeats that she loves them, it's the way things are that is "wrong"... I think it's great to be loved, it's great for all of us... but our dears love us for what we are, because the know is, because of what we lived together, while the love of a fan for its idol has a different meaning... I think it's sad receiving all that love because of what you did unconsciously for that person, without being able to actually understand how you did it...
I loved that she shared her feelings in such a way... and I might like her even more after this book!
The Little Bookshop on the Corner
Originally published: Feb 11th, 2016
Author: Jenny Colgan
(reading time: Dec 24 - Dec 31)
I wasn't expecting the romance and I wasn't expecting it to happen that way! The only "negative thing" I can say is: I felt the end was a little bit rushed, 50 more pages would have not hurt to explore a little bit more Nina's situation in the romantic department... It feels like it happened too fast and it wasn't properly trigged!
But it was a good book and I really enjoyed it! I will read more about this author!
TOTAL of BOOKS READ 2016: 38 / dec: 3
TOTAL of PAGES READ 2016: 12651 / nov: 833